Regrets

I don’t wait, not anymore- for the time when we wasted away minds and bodies, thoughts and perceptions, time and money on mundane nonsense without a care or a shred of thought; to the waste that had now accumulated to such a height that it had blurred our vision from seeing the source of it. Where it all began, how it all did, why it did. We were blind to see how His gratefulness is so vast, so forgiving and so full of love. But we kept on with what we saw fit to our pleasures, without a thought to its creator who gave and gave and waited for us to acknowledge his presence and waited for us to turn around and recognize the Giver of that happiness but so far and deep we were woven and spent into this world’s pleasures, we forgot. Content as we were happy at being given so much, we forgot his presence. For some time. Until he reminded us.

And now that I am reminded, I wait and see. Observe how, even with this reminder we still have everything. I see a blur, but I see now. And now I will wait. For this is what I deserve and I will wait; for Your judgment.